There is a definite possibility that I will be killed in my attempt to get Reagan. It is for this very reason that I am writing you this letter now.Β π
As you well know by now I love you very much πππ
Over the past seven months I've left you dozens of poems π, letters π©and love messages ππ in the faint hope that you could develop an interest in me.
Although we talked on the phone a couple of times I never had the nerve to simply approach you and introduce myself π¬
Besides my shyness, I honestly did not wish to bother you with my constant presence.
I know the many messages left at your door πͺ and in your mailbox π¬ were a nuisance, but I felt that it was the most painless way for me to express my love for you πππΒ
I feel very good about the fact that you at least know my name and know how I feel about you π€ͺπ€ͺπ€ͺ
And by hanging around your dormitory, I've come to realize that I'm the topic of more than a little conversation, however full of ridicule it may be.
At least you know that I'll always love youΒ ππΒ
Jodie, I would abandon this idea of getting Reagan πͺ in a second if I could only win your heart π₯π and live out the rest of my life with you, whether it be in total obscurity or whatever.Β
I will admit to you that the reason I'm going ahead with this attempt πͺπͺπͺ now is because I just cannot wait any longer to impress you.
I've got to do something now to make you understand π§ , in no uncertain terms, that I am doing all of this for your sake π! By sacrificing my freedom and possibly my life, I hope to change your mind about me.Β
This letter is being written only an hour β° before I leave for the Hilton Hotel.
Jodie, I'm asking you to please look into your heart and at least give me the chance, with this historical deed β οΈβ°οΈ, to gain your respect and love.